adaptation

well it's been almost 2 months and there are so many things i got to tell you.first i broke up.when?august 2,gw yg putusin dia dan dia kayaknya juga udah capek but we're still friends yeah we're good.second,living a life in 70 is so exhausted in a fun way.sometimes you can't bare it but when you remember you're not doing this alone,you'll be doing it fine.example,we sold fruit punch for ta'jil at pondok indah and we sold like 177 glasses.third,i'm so running out of money!there will be a lot buka puasa with ekskul and i have to cost it with my own money.but my father said 'just think this as a charity to give someone foods'.fourth,i just bought new glasses,it's black.and i just can't wait september 16 because biling will have bukpus together!i miss biling so much there's a lot to tell :D and tomorrow is katia's birthday,kiana said we'll have a surprise party for her but can we wake up earlier?so i don't know it's gonna happen or not.that's it for now ttyl <3

loser

i don't know it's me or him,the one with the title 'loser' or maybe it's the loser couple don't know but it's impossible for me not to care.semuanya mesti gw,nyapa duluan gw,ngajak duluan gw trus lo nya kapan??oke mungkin mood nya lagi ngga bagus tapi jgn dilempar ke gw terus dong.i miss you so much tapi kalo lo nya gini terus capek juga what happened to you?we're not going to the same school anymore and during the holiday we're doing it like this i'm afraid we can't survive.kalo gw mikir baiknya maybe there's a surprise for my birthday this sunday itu juga kalo bener.actually i've already got the solution and the solution is....SPEAK UP!tapi susahnya ngomong sama dia so i don't think i can't do it and i don't know how to start it :'(
okay kemaren joko dan harun udah berangkat ke tarnus dan gw kiana dirgil dircil hanif ari dimas raka nganterin,i want to cry when the bus start the engine tapi gw tahan well take care harun & joko i'm gonna miss you so much

missing him

i miss dimas so much today and this time i can't bare it.sometimes i tried not to missing him idk why.it's been...(i forgot how long i didn't see him!)oh i remember it's been only 5 days i mean i've already not seeing him for more than a week.the thing is gw cuma ketemu sama dia maybe less than 3 minutes today and we're not really talk to each other because he should go home.i think it's better not seeing him daripada ketemu dia tapi sebentar and we'll have our 2nd anniversary this wednesday :D
back to the high school thingy,i just bought the high school uniform ooooooh i'm so excited!!ternyata 70 udah sks sekarang so on the fourth day there will be IQ test and 2 weeks after that there will be a test to choose which one i'm good at,IPA or IPS i hope it's IPA.next target: PMDK FK UI!!

6 months

ternyata gw udah meniggalkan blog ini 6 bulan hahaha ini aja lagi nyoba2 apa gw masih inget passwordnya atau ngga ternyata masih.i'm so excited with the high school thing :D dan gw masuk 70 bareng dirgil alma kiana nabila ceu dessy alhamdulillah padahal udah peringkat ke 378 dari 394 siswa deg deg an setengah mati ngeliatin psb online dan sebenernya agak takut juga masuk 70 yah berdoa aja gw bisa survive disana.nyebelinnya ultah gw itu hari minggu sehari sebelum masuk sekolah jadi kalo mau ngerayain abis masuk sekolah yg artinya ngga ada joko dan harun karena mereka udah ke tarnus tgl 9 besok aaaah i'm gonna miss you so much!!ooh i have to mention since i'm not writing this blog for 6 month i have a boyfriend now his name is dimas,he already ask me out since the seventh grade but i said no and i don't know why in the ninth grade i'm the one who likes him first well nobody cares when we talk about love :)

better than last year

first of all happy new year everyone!cepet banget ya udah 2009 aja.gw melewatkan tahun baru makan malem di T.G.I Friday sama keluarga dilanjutkan di kolam renang komplek brg temen2.tadinya cm berempat brg arin,indie,abigail trus yg lain pada dtg ada adis,eka,andrew,dibya,kevin.kita ngobrol2 smbl main kembang api di kolam renang sampai jam 2 pagi trus ke rmh dibya makan udang dan ayam bakar,yang masak andrew dan enak hahaha udah keturunan kayaknya soalnya bokapnya pernah jualan jus sm milkshake gitu haha(agak ngga nyambung sih tapi ke masak juga lah),kita juga ngebantuin dia ngebakar udang ayam dan jagungnya cm jagungnya gagal soalnya kyk kena abu koran,didudukin sm adis trus ngga mateng lagi haha akhirnya setelah makan2 kita main kartu aja yg kalah harus makan jagung yg tadi,dan selama main jagungnya masuk ke sepatu lah,jatoh ke keset lah parah haha trus jam stengah 6 pada pulang semua deh.dan itu semua mendingan daripada tahun lalu,tahun lalu mah krik krik banget okelah so how's yours?