loser

i don't know it's me or him,the one with the title 'loser' or maybe it's the loser couple don't know but it's impossible for me not to care.semuanya mesti gw,nyapa duluan gw,ngajak duluan gw trus lo nya kapan??oke mungkin mood nya lagi ngga bagus tapi jgn dilempar ke gw terus dong.i miss you so much tapi kalo lo nya gini terus capek juga what happened to you?we're not going to the same school anymore and during the holiday we're doing it like this i'm afraid we can't survive.kalo gw mikir baiknya maybe there's a surprise for my birthday this sunday itu juga kalo bener.actually i've already got the solution and the solution is....SPEAK UP!tapi susahnya ngomong sama dia so i don't think i can't do it and i don't know how to start it :'(
okay kemaren joko dan harun udah berangkat ke tarnus dan gw kiana dirgil dircil hanif ari dimas raka nganterin,i want to cry when the bus start the engine tapi gw tahan well take care harun & joko i'm gonna miss you so much

missing him

i miss dimas so much today and this time i can't bare it.sometimes i tried not to missing him idk why.it's been...(i forgot how long i didn't see him!)oh i remember it's been only 5 days i mean i've already not seeing him for more than a week.the thing is gw cuma ketemu sama dia maybe less than 3 minutes today and we're not really talk to each other because he should go home.i think it's better not seeing him daripada ketemu dia tapi sebentar and we'll have our 2nd anniversary this wednesday :D
back to the high school thingy,i just bought the high school uniform ooooooh i'm so excited!!ternyata 70 udah sks sekarang so on the fourth day there will be IQ test and 2 weeks after that there will be a test to choose which one i'm good at,IPA or IPS i hope it's IPA.next target: PMDK FK UI!!

6 months

ternyata gw udah meniggalkan blog ini 6 bulan hahaha ini aja lagi nyoba2 apa gw masih inget passwordnya atau ngga ternyata masih.i'm so excited with the high school thing :D dan gw masuk 70 bareng dirgil alma kiana nabila ceu dessy alhamdulillah padahal udah peringkat ke 378 dari 394 siswa deg deg an setengah mati ngeliatin psb online dan sebenernya agak takut juga masuk 70 yah berdoa aja gw bisa survive disana.nyebelinnya ultah gw itu hari minggu sehari sebelum masuk sekolah jadi kalo mau ngerayain abis masuk sekolah yg artinya ngga ada joko dan harun karena mereka udah ke tarnus tgl 9 besok aaaah i'm gonna miss you so much!!ooh i have to mention since i'm not writing this blog for 6 month i have a boyfriend now his name is dimas,he already ask me out since the seventh grade but i said no and i don't know why in the ninth grade i'm the one who likes him first well nobody cares when we talk about love :)